Now What?
Monday, 7 April 2014 @ 08:24 | 0 individual(s)
ASSALAMUALAIKUM..
haluuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu! okayyy terlebih excited nampaknya. now takde story best but i still want to post something. about what? just wait and see. before that, i wanna tell about the story of last entry. settled! she had said sorry to me. hoyeahhhhhh. but theres a new story. ha ha ha ha. so let's start!
after insiden haritu, i decided that i dont want to meet anyone else except certain people. but one day, aku perasan tweet daus with hisham. they planned to meet at Pantai Sg.Lurus before hisham go to PLKN. then i just intefere and tweet 'aku taknak jumpa sesiapa selain orang yang ada masa aku susah'. that's all. suddenly ada lah sorang girl ni tweet somehing that direct to me. SUDDENLY. aku tak cari pasal pun padahal. hadehhhh. then aku reply jela. and you know what, benda tu jadi perpanjangan sampai pukul 11. i dont know why. yang aku geram she said that im the one yang meleretkan cerita tu. damn! siapa yang cari pasal sebenarnya? siapa yang ungkit sebenarnya? siapa yang curahkan minyak tanah kat api? hah. enough. macam geram pun ada sebenarnya. she never know what i feel. she thinks that everything that she do is alright. dia ada fikir tak apa aku rasa bila dia cakap kat fila ke siapa ntah yang aku ni macam cuba nak amik her bestfriend? then dia senang senang mintak maaf. pastu nak salahkan aku sebab tak layan maaf dia. hello dear, aku tengah sakit hati, panas, kecik hati, memang lah takde masa nak layan. but ada dia fikir apa perasaan aku after dia mintak maaf tu? apa dia buat after dia mintak maaf? shes pretending like nothing had happened! she still can laugh with others while i just can cry at the back of the class. has she think that? i dont think so.
one more thing. dia tak fikir pun apa perasaan aku bila aku mula rapat dengan yani but that time yani keep find her and shares everything with HER. not me. yes. aku rasa terpinggir. but no one cares. no one knows. since that, aku mula rapat dengan bib. but since aku mula rapat dengan bib, she said that im trying to steal her bestfriend. okay. okay. okay. i shouldnt talk about this i think. but i have to. hmmm. and now, it's all over. she already got her bestfriend back and i hope she wont leave her bestfriend AGAIN.
okay. nak start cerita baru? about what? oh yes! about my result. should i tell here? nahhh, no need. tak flying colours pun. hihi. but Alhamdulillah. :) sambung mana lepas ni tu kena tunggu result permohonan matriks and upu. if dapat matriks, hmmm i have to struggle. kay kay --'
so now what? maa? hee. what can i just say is everything okay. i love him and hopefully him too. hiks. he's so cute okay. pleaseeeee. i dont want anyone else. please. please. please. please be mine forever! ahaks. okay i think aku dah melalut. i should stop now and we will continue later okay? wehuuuu~ good night! byeeee
XOXO,
AH

